me having a big sad rant
i dunno if I have anywhere in life to go, or anyone to go it with.
and everytime i try to be yay, itll e okay, and help othrs, I stab myself in the heart
all i wanna know is I wanna make people smile
thats literally all i know about myself for certain
everthing else is messed up, wrong, broken, miswired and
sadness transphobia, r*pe threat and self mutilation
it doesnt help the lat person i could vaguely see irl, who wa smy ex, has now starte a vendetta against me and
threatened to rape and slash my chest if i step out into the last safe space i had
my local yugioh tourney
im hopping all over the place with this rant and idk if anyone will even really read it..
i feel im just gonna sit here and,, wallow in these tears
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